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Friday, November 10, 2006

-望着你,忘了你-

我讨厌班级赛

一个伤害感情的比赛

但也因为班级赛

我看清楚了

一些一直不想去分辨的事实

一个人坐在陌生的人群中

看着熟悉又陌生的他们

我终于懂了

没有东西是永恒的

哪怕是曾经一起努力玩闹的朋友

到如今

也只是

假象


Wednesday, November 01, 2006

-无法做回自己的我,如何去

在某人的部落格看到某人对某人的爱的宣言~
有很大个名字在那边~
还乱称什么未婚妻~
=。=
看到很怕但也蛮开心的~
哈哈~
至少证明我有魅力的说~
=。=
[此时此刻的我有脸部发烫]
可是我很怕别人误会的说~
19个月~
我不相信人类所谓的誓言~
你说你做到~
等你做到了再说吧~
用19个月去等待一个人。。。
会很久吗?!
我不知道~
只是。。。
我用了21个月去爱一个人~
一个不应该爱的人~
这段日子的煎熬~
只有自己明白~
这21个月还在增加当中~
会很可笑吧~
原以为身为天秤子的我应该很花心~
我的确很多情~
却不花心~
我很容易喜欢上一个人~
要爱上一个人却很难~
而且爱到无法自拔~
有时会怀疑~
那份感觉真的是爱吗?
还是说只是不甘愿。。。
我不知道~
对K这个字不会再感到敏感~
现在才懂~
其实我也没怎样~
对他的感觉用一个月时间谈掉~
很成功的是我做到~
只是
有些问题我依然不想面对
希望这不会成为遗憾

对于某人什么我
我真的很惊讶
可是什么我的人是没有结果的
因为我很自私
我永远最爱的人都是自己
而且。。。
我无法做回自己
我真的不懂该如何去爱其他的人
如果19个月后你还等待着
我会给你承诺
真的
因为我知道你是一个可以给我幸福的人
因为
你爱我比爱自己多
安全感
所有女生在爱情中追求的一份感动
你真的很有
可是
我好像比较不需要
我还不能定下来
现在我要的
应该是一个可以给我很多快乐+欢笑+玩乐的人
虽然我找不到
但最近我发现
其实一个人
也可以过得很好
我有享受被你什么的感觉
哈哈
我是变态!!
=哇咔咔嘻嘻哈哈呵呵=

对学校的失望是与日俱增的~
我讨厌
不公平的对待
还有用身份威胁的事件
你们剥夺了我们应有的权利就算了
甚至还用你高高在上的身份威胁我们
那你和外面的混混有什么两样
连自己都没有做好榜样还去责备其他人
你想得美
你有理时我一定挺你
但你的是歪理时
你不能怪我们以下犯上
因为你已经错了
天子犯法与庶民同罪
学校的名誉也被不懂变通的人搞得一败涂地了
我们不反对要新校舍
我们只是不要男女混校
搞清楚方向再下处理问题,好吗?
我现在等着看学校如何。。。名誉扫地~
你不能怪我们不爱校
而是你们所作的一切
打灭了我们爱校的理由
我还是会心痛
但我就只能这样


Sunday, July 16, 2006

=won't cry anymore=

yesterday...actually i'm very angry...coz i forget bring my karangan...u know how shit is it....i even use the 2 period com class to finish it lol..then wat have i get....a ''lewat''!!then the whole day i'm very ...like a boom... the maching match quite nice ...like kadet 1..very powerful..haha....then hate the following class...lame english teacher...scold us ...stupid n sucks!! even we din't make noise we still wont listen wat u say lol... n 2 period maths make me crazy too.. i really hate maths!! my mood change start from di li period....teacher absent coz sick liao...i'm happy for coz i can use the time to finish the library work....hui wei sick so i [actually is rui xuan] help her done her work...kaka.... my malay teacher quite nice arr...we get a free period to do our work n listen some funny n crazy story about tsun jin 1....i hope i can study there....it was great of their wonderful study life...why kc so poor n wu liao?!

zhi tong mum fetch me home....a bit scare her mum coz dun like smile n talk 1...aunt went to  my house for ntg....lame....angela really cute...muacks....love baby...i use almost an hour time to bath...only for bath .... haha... prepare to go bon odori....wear skirt wif white colour t-shirt...a bit cin cai of my wear....watever....

wait those guys at kl central....but all of them late...late almost 40 minutes....angry but try to relax of myself...then we take ktm to shah alam station....ktm is lame!! chatting n playing at ktm...feel good..haha...every1 looks good  of their wearing...chooi sin 1 clothes really very suitable for her...nice wear!!

take ferdal bus go to duno where.... omg..... all is ppl..really ppl montain ppl sea... actually i like the dance...but no1 wanna accompany me to dance..so just walk around.....it is sucks coz it is too boring......too many ppl their i cant do anything....the most happy things is...take pic wif a very leng zai n cute 1 guys....he act as ''si shen''yeng!! all the ppl.......i think bon odori is just a fashion show....wat they wearing is so nice...haha...got the japanese's clothes, pyjamas,lolita,skol uniform=.='' n xi zhuang.... weird but funny..haha!!^^zhi tong meet a lot of fren...but  me 1 oso dun have ....so poor...ren yuan lan!!a lam,ce jie,hu huang,mei jie,zheng lin all oso got go....haiz...oli saw the hu huang....why?!~ a bit dislike him but i met him 3 times at bon odori...omg....others 1 saw me but i din saw them...sucks!! haiyo...come n say hello to me mar...conclusion....bon odori is wu liao....msut go wif other ppl next year if i really wanna get fun...yea..sms wif pika...he at there too but cant find me....haha....the bus driver is good n geng...noe a lot language leh....even he is uncle but geng!!

ktm again...go bakc to kl central...we take pic n chat in the train then keep take photo at the station when waiting ktm come...haha..so zi lian ar we all....quite fun....but ktm really sucks....coz too slow n always late...reach home at 12am but we leave the bon odori when 9 something lol...lame!!

sunday morning still need to help mum work...5 am then wake up liao...wakao..so tired....i falled down when helping mum take the mee to ppl at lou ti....luckily the mee din pour out...or else...the mee very hot 1 leh...my kung fu also not nad mar..haha~c comic when afternoon....keept stupid laughing n crying inside the shop...haiz..=.='' coz those comic really nice!!

reach home bout 4pm....sleep until 9pm...haha then play wif baby n eat dinner lonely..=.='' 11pm start to do my book keeping homewrok..it is sucks!!really sucks!! finish it when 12 something sambil listen to 988....love the dj...his name is zhang tao..come from china...his voice nice....kaka...


Friday, July 14, 2006

=wu liao ppl do wu liao things=

get awake from sleep bcoz of a stupid msg..i'll kill the ppl...send those scary msg to me...but i'm so smart...i juz delete it b4 i read finish....

mum still sick o...ok lol ...dowan make her angry liao....do a lot housework after school...[i'm a good good gal....i'm cute cute gal...wakak~wanna vomit leh....]

i really pay attention for today maths class... felt the time pass very slow...haiz...but i still cant understand the stupid maths!!hate!!i had done a lot of homework today...wah..i'm so geng!!^^finish rumusan, karangan berpandu,maths...wah...miracle....kaka....started hate book keeping...it is very .......very.....haiz...it'll make me crazy 1 day....very 'fan ' arr!! n the stupid com class juz busy for finish my karangan leh..n i really done it!! zhitong,sowhoon,ruixuan use the paint wrote 1 letter for me....quite wu liao but a bit touch actually......haha...dun tell them.........SHHH!!

playing wif angela baby gals whole day...coz she really cute...

erm....goin to bon odori 2molo....hope wont happen unhappy things...but i think it is impossible...i will wear a skirt for the bon odori o...surprise?!~ kekeke >.<''


Thursday, July 13, 2006

=arrgh_chAng b!N=

wat de...i had type my diary by using 20 minutes of course wif chatting...but it had lost!!haiyor...how come de...angry la!!~fine~

yesterday i went to kota raya@ popular to buy some colour paper to make my 2D_BABY for art work....then i had read some intresting story at 2nd floor...love a book name wat e-love 1...very funny ....i have read 2 chapter but cant finish....no money to buy lol...haiz...then take n0.8 bus went home...sleep at bus..when i awake from my dream....wakao....i'm shouted...in my heart...i will never be fish 1...the bus is ppl mountain ppl sea la[wasei..my english really very good..=.='']...

today 1 class quite relax but boring ...i walk here n run there when sci period at laboratary when doin experiment....haha~love the sci's teacher..coz she is always very cin cai 1~it's good for me!!~do some light 1 experiment...rainbow n wat colour 1....not much intresting bout it but the children studying...they look cute!!n play some stupid game wif RX,ZT,SW...quite bored actually...

ooo....mr.lim=english period now....it is really boring!!dunno why arr....everytime english period i oso will feel like wanna go toilet....weird...huh....~a bit shouted when mr.lim say wont teache us after we had done the oral test...coz have a new teacher come....sure mr.lim will still stay at kc but not our class....he got tell the reason but i din heard about it....=.=''erm...may be sometimes wat he said is unbelieveable but his teaching is quite ok....at least he got much mengutamakan vocabulary....n i can dream...n the marks he giv is nice!!

why today 1 class all double period 1?!~ sci n eng n chi...boring la!!have a small test again....>.< ntg happen....haha....then she giv us a test about wat kinds of man will us love.....wif testing when u go inside a strange jungle...wat is the 1st animals will u saw 1st....my 1 is horse dat can fly n felt abit like angel....horse means like ''lang zi'' ...teacher said my horse dat can fly means.....i love ''yi lei''...=.='' i know she is juz kidding but i agree wif wat she said actually....coz everytime the man i love is cant accept by ppl leh..eg.tony sun(5566 leader)n ming dao....although i'm not love them now...haha~

go home lol....realize that mum r sick...stomache wif eating the expiry yogurt dat is anlene brand 1~=.='' din go to work....n keep go to toilet whole day....doctor r useless...then i nap till 7 something n bath n pack skol bag then play baby!! i finish my add.maths by myself....i'm proud of it!!haha!!~when watching the movie[fashion's 70]...i fall in love wif a guy name chang bin...haha!~although he is not very leng zai but man n cool!! i'm very gan dong bout the way he love the gal....i hope dat i'm the gal...haha~sometimes he very cute lol....feel good.... he is a ''lang zi''too!!~



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